Who knows?

So I am trying to figure out what I am going to do with the rest of my life...it's really quite stressful! I graduate from Linfield College in less then a month and I have no idea what I am going to do. I really wanted to stay in Portland but as of right now NO ONE is hiring new grad RNs, so it looks like I am heading back to Spokane. Which isn't quite so bad because I will see my family more. The real problem is I am not ready to graduate, I am not ready to grow up and be responsible and I am not ready to leave Portland I love it here. That probably sounds pretty childish for a 22 year old to say but it's true! So we will see were the next couple of months take me. I have applied just about everywhere in Washington, some places in Idaho, so where will I be living?? That's another scary part I have always know what I am going to be doing, where I will be living and as of right now my future is undecided! Yikes!